liga inggeris bermula..

antare bende yg aku sgt minat n boleh dilabel hobi tegar aku ialah perkare2 berkaitan bola sepak or football atau kat USA diorg panggil soccer..





dipendekkan cerite aku mmg boleh dikate kanberilmu la jugak dlm kaji, tgk forecast and mcm2 lg.. cume main bola tuh jek ditahap biase2 saje.. tp aku bukan kaki bgku yek.. xcaye, jom main.. lalala..

feveret team n player seperti yg tertera kat ats nie, liverpool and fernando torres.. biar la org nk ckp ape, dr dulu smpi skrg aku tetap setia sokong team nie.. atleast boleh nmpk pendirian aku kat situ.. loser ke, x kuat ke ape ke, tetap Liverpool.. klh aku sokong, mng lg lah semangat aku sokong..

neway, 1st match dah pon lepas.. 1st match kena lwn arsenal n juz manage a draw.. Ngog bg leading dulu utk liverpool then pepe reina blunder wat match ended 1-1.. bengang jek.. last minit pnye silap.. tp x ngape.. still long way to go..

ape2 pon.. tgk bola ni kire ok la dpd tgk bnde x berpaedah.. merayau x tentu hale, heng sane heng sini, xde hasil.. tp xdilupe kan juge, aku sokong gak bola sepak tempatan.. support our local maa.. Johor fc..!! and lg 1, aku minat giler ngn Malaysia pnye national team skrg.. a lot of improvement.. keep it up guys..

ok, rase nye itu shje nk dikongsi.. maju la sukan utk semua.. cewah..!!

kesakitan..

2 or 3 hari lps aku dpt luka kat lutut kiri mase main ftsal.. nmpak cm biase, balik pon xde rase pape.. cume mase mandi tuh mengeliat sikit la.. pedih siot...!!! pas mandi aku pkai handyplast, sbb nk pkai suar pjg, takut melekat..




tp aku nyesal.. luke tuh x kering.. pastu mase cabut handyplast tuh.. ya allah, buleh thn gak pedih nye.. hehe.. dh lame xde luke.. tmbh pedih bile dgn bulu2 kaki aku tercabut.. wow..!!



hari ni kemuncak nye, berdenyut2, dh mule bernanah.. damn sakit.. bukan xthn sakit, tp mmg sakit.. tp x nangis x.. sapu minyak gamat, pas sapu, fuh.. terase minyak tuh bekerja kt luke aku tuh.. kaki pon x bley gerak sgt, sbb luke tuh kat lutut.. last luka kat lutut mase darjah dua.. main basikal, corner baring cm valentino rossi konon nye.. last2 masuk bwh lori, zas..!! terkopak kulit.. hehehe..


utk menambah penderitaan aku ptg td xtau pesal.. peha aku bgkak.. ssh giler nak jln.. tanya abah n mak, diorg ckp kelenjar.. mcm penah dgr tp aku pon xbpe tawu sgt.. abah ckp mgkin ade kaitan dgn luke kat lutut aku nie.. so then mak ckp, "nnt mak wat asam jawe bubuh garam.. kasi sejuk peha tuh n kecut kan bgkak.."


skrg nie juz baring.. mengharap kan ubat yg mak aku wat nie mujarab.. blom ade pape perkembangan lg nie.. hope cpt baik coz esok ade 2nd interview dgn digi.. aiyak!! xmo gi interview jln kengkang2..

accident.. first time..

berlaku dlm sekelip mate.. on da way nk gi second interview with digi kt tmn pelangi.. aku sondol kete singaporean yg mcm sesat kat jb nie. btol2 lps traffic light simpang empat kat hotel cristal crown..

hampir terlupe.. JKB 5956 nie kete akak aku sbenarnye.. pas accident aku trus bwk gi bengkel.. x jadi gi 2nd interview dgn digi.. nasib baik org digi tuh memahami.. this is my 1st time involving in accident.. aku agak tenang walau pon mcm nk tumbuk jek muke pkcik tu yg blur2.. pas langgar, aku undur then aku kuar..

bile kuar tgk kete pkcik tu xde pape.. cume cat kete die terkopek sket2.. mgkin slh aku sbb terleka sesaat mase tuh.. aku tgk jln clear, xde papepon.. kebetolan kaki aku luke kat lutut, aku pkai suar pjg so x selesa.. aku tunduk btol kan suar jap, then tgk dpn blik kete dh dekat.. bum..!! padahal jln clear kt dpn dier, kenape dier brek emergency..?? xphm mcm mane die buleh dpt lesen.. penting kan diri.. suke2 jek nk brek.. kalo ade hlgn kat dpn dier xde la aku sakit ati sgt sbb totally slh aku.. nie x, jln mmg clear.. dpn blkg clear..

xpela, bende dh nk jd.. next time kena lebih peka.. sume bnde mmg ade 1st time.. so terime jek la.. kete pon dh antar repair.. buat pakej jimat, RM2,3 ratus la bajet yg akan terbang.. aku wat, aku tanggung la sume..

How I Met Your Mother..

salah 1 cerite komedi omputih yg aku sangat minat selain "friends' and "my wife and kids".. pecaye lah.. sgt klakar cite nie.. tp skrg nie aku tgk marathon 5 episode ari ahad dpd pkul 10:30am smpi 1:00pm kat channel 711.. aha, cite ni gak dilabel sbg PG ok.. Parental Guidance.. ade ayat2 n kelakuan yg xsesuai utk tontonan budak2..

aku tgk cite nie berulang2 sejak lbh 2thn.. biasela, astro kalao x ulang2 x sah.. tp bgs gak sbb aku susah nk jemu bab2 bende klakar nie.. hah, selain klakar, cite nie ade mengisahkan friendship, cintan cintun sket.. tu yg jd penambah perisa..

ceritenye mengisahkan Ted Mosby, seorg arkitek yg mencerite kan kpd anak2 nye mcm mane die jumpe mak bdk2 tu.. setiap awal2 cerite mmg mcmtu dlm beberape saat then flashback zaman mude ted dgn kwn2 nye..

kwn2 nye ialah, marshal, gf marshal a.k.a bini dier, lily, gf n ex gf ted, robin n kwn baik ted, barney.. sume mmg best, ade watak n kekuatan masing2.. mmg klakar..

tp dlm klakar, tetap ade msj.. antare nye betape pntg nye persahabatan dlm idup ni.. susah nk idup kalau xde kawan.. selain tu, tgk cite nie, aku dpt gak improve sket2 english aku baik dari segi grammar, listening and speaking.. and pada aku yg paling best dlm cite nie ade tunjuk, EVEN KITE DAH BREAK UP NGAN EX GF KITE, KITE STILL BOLEH BERKAWAN BAIK.. (cthnye ted dgn robin)

kalau ade mase tgk la ye.. kalau boleh download lg bagus, pastu share2 la.. hehe..

cannot sleep lah..

after modify2 my blog, i dun know what to do next.. sleep?? didn't feel sleepy at all.. still on facebook but dunno what to do with dat thing anymore.. so maybe i should share a bit of story in my blog,in here..

this time the thing that wanna share is about my ex employer or place of work.. dunno what the exact word i should use.. its easier to say in malay (i keep saying to myself using english, english). the place that i meant is Citibank in City Square..

i worked there only about a month.. its a good place to find more money because its offer unlimited income for their worker with starting basic salary RM1700. I was in deparment called CSOS. its a nice place and a very good people in there. and of coz, some are not very good.

my job is to sell bank product such as credit cards, loan, saving account and etc through phone, using english to talk and communicate. the target market is singaporean and foreigners. its not citibank malaysia, its citibank singapore actually. looking very easy job to do right?? but for me it not like that.. in malay we said "indah khabar dari rupe" hehe..

the environment is very competitive, target oriented, a lot of pressure and so on.. i know i can adapt all of it very quick.. atcually easy for me to get use to it becoz my life is full of pressure.. but maybe my "rezeki" is not there.. after 1 month, i quit..

during that time, my emotion, my "jiwe" is not too tough.. there something keep troubling me.. difficult for me to be focus to anything i do.. so then, i decided to stay at home, refresh and find back my momentum to get me back on track..

the funny thing is, my reason to quit is language barriers. i said i cannot talk fluent english.. and they said, if you cannot talk fluent english, we will not selecting you a.k.a me for this job.. i lie to them, but not a gud one..

b4 i quit, its about after 2 and a half week at work in that place, i done sumthing that all the click in there thing its is crazy thing ever done by CSOS staff.. i cant remember the date n day but i remmber the time.. its around 2:15pm.. i'm so bored, then i juz walk away, window shopping in City Square without telling anyone..

i came back in the office at 6:00 becoz finally they realize i'm M.I.A.. haha..

its one of the worst part of my life in 2010.. actually, at first, i dun really want to work there.. like i said earlier, theres sumthing keep troubling my mind.. i think thats the reason why i cannot stay longer in that place.. my mindset is already set, i dun want.. huhu.. now i realize, mindset is one of the important thing..

its ok, life must go on.. although now i'm juz calculating the rice in kitchen (kire beras bile nak abes).. hehe.. but, i'm not give up..

I put an effort to find a new job, submit resume here and there, go to open interview, then pray to god.. hope to get a new job soon.. :)

new chapter of my life........ begin.....

its me.. naswan.. what?? naswan?? yes.. naswan.. N.A.S.W.A.N. its a new start for me after finishing my intern at TM jb and also a new start overall after what happen to me for the past few month that i can say terrible, misery..

now, 1st MAY 2010.. officially unemployed, and become a job seeker.. for those who read this, pray for me to get a job as soon as possible.. desperately wanna find a job to make people around me happy.. happy?? yeah.. happy..

from this moment, also i need to be more mature than before.. 26 april 2010, its my 23rd birthday.. there is no room for me to play around anymore.. its time to be a bit serious about my life.. for my family, my friend, my life.. not forgotten, also for my future Mrs Nas..

my family is my priority, i will always remember it.. then i want all of my frenz, be happy having me as a frenz.. also i wanna have a great life.. and also, when the time is right i will find some 1 who is just like me, and can understand me..

i accept all thing that happened to me.. i'm not as good as other in term of academic where im just a moderate degree holder.. but i think, with all of the experience plus hardwork plus never give up, i think i can survive..

i still sad and frust about my ex.. of coz im, bcoz she everything.. but she seem happy with her new bf.. her new bf can give her what she want.. i think im increase my level of maturity by let it go slowly.. she happy.. so to show im really love her, i pray for her happiness.. another thing is, its not me who disturb someone gf.. totally not me..

its begin now, new chapter.. and i will remember, life is so beautiful yet it can be so cruel..

sekuntum mawar merah.. sebuah puisi.. utk gadis pilihan.. ooooooooooo..... di bulan februari.. nyanyian kucing lorong a.k.a. alleycats.. hahaha.. dis is a great song.. jiwang?? no.. everybody hav a feeling and hav a right to show their feeling.. its natural.. hohoho.. kali nie aku akan try tulis sebyk mgkin cerite utk bacaan sesape yg open blog aku.. bkn ape, cume bg aku ni ruang yg terbaek utk aku bercerite ttg bnde yg jd hari demi hari..

maybe ade yg bley dijadikan teladan, ade gak yg kite bley ktawe bersame, ade gak cite sedey.. pokok nya, blog saya ini akan jd blog universal yg memuat kan semua jenis cerita kok.. hahaha.. tgk, bhsa aku pon universal..

utk kali nie.. tema cm gmbr n lagu kat ats tu.. aku dikeciwa kan.. bagai mana sampah terbuang.. begitu lah penderitaan ku.. sdey kot.. aku dh btol2 ptos ngn die.. my fren, my besfren, my gf.. syg cmne pon tp kalo dh tkdir x berpihak kat aku, nk wat cmne lg.. besor sgt ke pgkat aku nk melawan takdir..?? xpon, juz manusie biase jek..

but, there a lot of moment to be remembered.. her smile, her laugh.. its make me feel so happy to see she react like a kid when she got a flower from me.. she smile, she laugh, excited n looked so happy.. i juz want to share n remember da best thing dat we share together.. she got her first ring n first flower from me.. there no other boy give her thing like dis.. im proud..

walaupon aku pendek dpd die, die xpnah tunjuk yg die xselesa n malu bile jln ngn aku.. she still wanna hold my hand, she still called me "syg" kat mane2 pon, termasuk kat public.. die cool jek bile org ckp kteorg xspadan la, cm adik n akak la.. die bg aku "kuma2", cincin, n mcm2 lg yg aku xpnah imagine pon.. she really nice gurl sbenornyer...... but...

but..... nobody perfect.. aku pon slh jgk.. dier pon.. mmg kteorg terpakse akui, kteorg xserasi kot.. 2 jek aku bley ckp why akhirnye kteorg ptos.. she left me.. heart break.. adei.. the best moment that we been through together, now, sumtimes i dun want to remember although its a sweet moment..

now, kembali single.. am i ready to move on..?? juz wait n see.. if ade pmpn yg aku mnt n ske pon, dh xde konpiden la.. need time to refresh.. so skrg, its time to enjoy.. to "u", be happy ok..